spent the weekend at my boyfriend’s house, lied to my parents telling them I was at the Poconos with another couple.

I came home today, sister’s home from India.

She told me what my father said.
“You’re sister’s with that boyfriend of hers, in the Poconos, shackin’ up”

He thinks I’m a whore.  I’ve joked with my boyfriend saying that he thinks I’m a slut but I never thought my father would actually think that about me; his youngest daughter.  

It hurts so much, I want to hate him, I want to curse at him and fight him, but all I can do is cry